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About

The fish farmer who lost $4,200 learning forex the hard way.

I grow tilapia in Dar es Salaam, Tanzania. That's my main business โ€” a fish farm I'm building toward 20 tons a month. But for years alongside that, I was also quietly losing money in the forex market and trying to figure out why.

The losses didn't happen all at once. They came in three separate disasters, each one teaching me something the previous one didn't.

The full damage โ€” before I learned anything real

Course fee + scam broker deposit
$400
Friend who managed and burned my account
$1,000
My own account โ€” $3,000 โ†’ $10,000 โ†’ $200
$2,800
Total lost before the breakthrough
~$4,200

The Breakthrough at 5am

After the third disaster I walked away for a long time. The breakthrough didn't come at a chart. It came at a farmers market at 5am surrounded by crates of tomatoes.

Standing there watching traders negotiate, watching prices move based on supply and human behaviour, watching patterns repeat โ€” I finally understood what the forex market actually was. Not a money printing machine. Not a shortcut. A market. Like every other market on earth, driven by human decisions and human emotion.

That morning I stopped trying to beat the market and started trying to understand it. Everything changed after that.

Why This Blog Exists

"I wanted to write the honest version of forex education that nobody wrote for me โ€” from someone who lost real money, made real mistakes, and eventually found real understanding."

No gurus. No Lamborghinis. No screenshots of blue trades on Instagram. Just honest guides about what this market actually is, how to manage risk properly, and how to build the psychology that trading actually requires.

The Tools I Built and Use

Free tools for every trader

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PipGuard โ€” free risk calculator at pipguard.app. Calculate your exact pip risk, dollar exposure, and position size before every trade. No signup needed.
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The Newbie Trader Journal โ€” 75-page structured trading journal available at Gumroad for $9.99. Daily trade log, pre-trade checklist, weekly review, monthly summary.

The Broker and Prop Firm I Recommend

After everything I went through with unethical brokers, I only recommend brokers I personally use and trust. My primary recommendation is ThinkMarkets โ€” FCA and ASIC regulated, raw spreads, and excellent execution. For prop firm challenges, I recommend FTMO โ€” the most trusted prop firm globally.

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